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Never Left My Mind EP (2011)
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1. Never Left My Mind
Written by Sara Swenson ©2011 S. Swenson Songs
A crowded room of people, they only see the outside
Nobody knows of your dreams, or what scares you in the night
So many faces that don’t notice who you are
But to be understood you don’t have to look so hard
I’ve known you as you’ve always been
I’ve seen you when the world was blind
When your heart calls you forgotten
I’ll say you’ve never, you’ve never left my mind
You think the deep alone, well, it might swallow you whole
I know you’ve choked up, screwed up, felt left in the cold
Well come on back around, how can I let you go?
I’d rather you be you than any other soul
I’ve known you as you’ve always been
I’ve seen you when the world was blind
When your heart calls you forgotten
I’ll say you’ve never, you’ve never left my mind
Oooh…
I’ve known you, I’ve known you, I’ve always known you
I’ve known you, I’ve known you, I’ve always known you
Don’t you believe the lies that try to tell you
Don’t believe the lies
Oooh…
I’ve known you as you’ve always been
I’ve seen you when the world was blind
When your heart calls you forgotten
I’ll say you’ve never, you’ve never left my mind
I’ll say you’ve never, you’ve never left my mind
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2. Brother
Written by Sara Swenson ©2011 S. Swenson Songs
Oh brother
I can feel
Your steady hand
Resting on my shoulder
Long after midnight
Out in the moonlight
Until the morning breaks to daylight
To daylight
This night’s impossible alone
We’re too far from home
I can’t take this dark all on my own
Oh brother
I can feel
You holding on
When I have nothing
Long after midnight
Out in the moonlight
Until the morning breaks to daylight
To daylight
This night’s impossible alone
We’re too far from home
I can’t take this dark all on my own
Oh brother
Brother
Oh brother
I can feel
In my heart
That you make me stronger
Long after midnight
Out in the moonlight
Until the morning breaks to daylight
To daylight
This night’s impossible alone
We’re too far from home
I can’t take this dark all on my own
This night’s impossible alone
We’re too far from home
I can’t take this dark all on my own
Oh brother
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3. Windows and Doors
Written by Sara Swenson ©2011 S. Swenson Songs
I wasn’t looking for anyone to come around
But there you were, and you were you, and you turned things upside down
I tried to tell myself
Don’t get in too deep, you don’t know him well
Don’t be so sure, it’s so hard to tell (and then)
You tapped on my window
You knocked on my door
I let you come in and then
You were there no more
You disappeared, you were gone in just a blink so
There, lesson learned, I must keep you at an arm’s length
I tried to tell myself
He’s only halfway in, he can’t make up his mind
The one you want isn’t like his kind (but then)
You tapped on my window
You knocked on my door
I let you come in and then
You were there no more
Would you say, would you say, that I’m dreamin’?
I’m ok, I’m ok, with you leaving’
Are you stayin’ or leaving’? Ohhhh….
You tapped on my window
You knocked on my door
I let you come in and then
You were there no more
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4. Say My Name
Written by Sara Swenson ©2011 S. Swenson Songs
Nothing in the universe that surrounds
In the earth that so confounds
Makes such a redeeming sound
As when you say my name
Say my name
Say my name
Say my name
It opens up my tired eyes
Opens up the brighter skies
Reveals the soft touch of human ties
When you say my name
Say my name
Say my name
Say my name
It turns my tears into gold
It turns my sorrows into hope
It lightens up my load
When you say my name
It turns my tears into gold
It turns my sorrows into hope
Gives me a loving hand to hold
When you say my name
Oh, say my name
Oh…
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5. Always and Everywhere
Written by Sara Swenson ©2011 S. Swenson Songs
I will hold you when everything is new
I will hold you as you figure out what’s true
When you’re finding your stride
I’ll be there by your side
I’ll hold you always and everywhere
I will hold you when you’re lost and confused
I will hold you down those shadowed avenues
When you’re tired of the race
When you’ve neither time nor space
I’ll hold you always and everywhere
Not the rain crashing down
Not the snow piled on the ground
Not the desert or the ocean can keep me bound
Yes, I will be there
I will keep you in my care
Always and everywhere
I will hold you when you’ve broken what’s been built
I will hold you when you’re tangled up in guilt
When you’re breaking down in pieces
And your sanity decreases
I’ll hold you always and everywhere
I will hold you when there are joys to be told
I will hold you when all you see is gold
On your happiest of days
When the goodness comes and stays
I’ll hold you always and everywhere
Not the rain crashing down
Not the snow piled on the ground
Not the desert or the ocean can keep me bound
Yes, I will be there
I will keep you in my care
Always and everywhere
No plans, no distance, no changes, no time
Will keep me from you
No plans, no distance, no changes, no time
I will hold you when you can’t recall my name
I will hold you, and I will love you all the same
I will hold you when the dark
Has done a number on your heart
I’ll hold you always and everywhere
Not the rain crashing down
Not the snow piled on the ground
Not the desert or the ocean can keep me bound
Yes, I will be there
I will keep you in my care
Always and everywhere
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All Things Big and Small (2008)
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1. While I Drove The Roads
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
Like the sun pouring through my windshield
Warming my hands while I drove the roads
You were what I needed
You were what I needed
Like a chair, tested and sturdy
Offering your arms so I could rest my bones
You were what I needed
You were what I needed
The air had been thick, and my breath, shallow
You opened the window for the breeze to blow
I slowed
Oh …
Life was a mess, but your timing was perfect, yeah
And I’d hate to think if you hadn’t been there at all, ’cause …
You were what I needed
You were what I needed
You, you, you
You …were what I needed
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2. Time To Go
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
I wouldn’t say I’m prepared for this
What tomorrow I will miss
Can’t set you on a shelf
Keep you only for myself
I’ll squeeze your hand one last time
Set a still frame in my mind
Of the laugh lines ’round your face
Magnified on the best of days
It’s time to go
It’s time to go
We loved, and we let go
And now it’s time
Let your voice linger in my ears
Drown out the silence of my tears
And play back in my head
The everyday words you said
It’s time to go
It’s time to go
We loved, and we let go
And now it’s time
Oh…
So I’ll turn reluctantly
Leaving behind a part of me
And reach out to that day
When we’ll no longer have to say
It’s time to go
It’s time to go
We loved, and we let go
And now it’s time
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3. Snow
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
In my little room
I hoped to find you
But the snow had blown
And the roads were closed
When will I see
You here with me?
Boots laid by the door
Away from me no more
And we’ll hum that tune
That we wrote last June
When we dreamt of …
Snow
Snow
Hmmm…..
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4. Passing Cars, Passing Time
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
I…I don’t know you
But we seem to be rolling the same way today
And you …you may ask who
Drives beside you on this long highway
Hours lost on borrowed wheels
Driven off the lot deals
Getting out, coming home
Wish the road was all your own
Passing cars, passing time
Pass another exit sign
Spacing off, mind’s blank
All that’s left’s a quarter tank
And I…I don’t know you
But we seem to be rolling the same way today
And you …you may ask who
Drives beside you on this long highway
Cruising on and in control
Singing with the radio
Off from work, on to play
Orange cones, either way
Tires moving round and round
Destination next town
Thinking hard and moving on
Making plans for life beyond
And I…I don’t know you
But we seem to be rolling the same way today
And you …you may ask who
Drives beside you on this long highway
A billion thoughts, a million miles
A thousand stories on this road
A billion thoughts, a million miles
I…I don’t know you
But we seem to be rolling the same way today
You …you may ask who
Drives beside you on this long highway
Drives beside you on this long highway
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5. East
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
Couldn’t be more different
Than anything
I had seen
From where I stood
Instinct to turn and run
Straight away
But for to stay
A while I came
How can I be so young and feel so old
How can I be so warm and feel so cold
How can I see so well how I am so blind
How can I breathe it all in and leave it all behind
Compelled to be quiet
Soak it in
Know again
I’m nothing more
To understand how it is
They love and feel
Just as real
As I always have
How can I be so young and feel so old
How can I be so warm and feel so cold
How can I see so well how I am so blind
How can I breathe it all in and leave it all behind
East
So it is good to say
That I am
Clearer than
I was before
How can I be so young and feel so old
How can I be so warm and feel so cold
How can I see so well how I am so blind
How can I breathe it all in and leave it all behind
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6. Lights Brighter
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
If you had only known
I’m sure you wouldn’t have
But that’s the way it goes
And now there’s no takebacks or turnarounds or rewinds on how it all played out
And now I must deal with it all a little differently
‘Cause I feel the sweet sweeter and the hards harder
The falls steeper and I feel it all
The lights brighter and the highs higher
The love go deeper and I feel it all
Sometimes I wish I could take my heart out, and put it on the shelf
Just to let it rest for a while
‘Cause I love you ’til it hurts for better or worse
And I still will, just give me some time
‘Cause I feel the sweet sweeter and the hards harder
The falls steeper and I feel it all
The lights brighter and the highs higher
The love go deeper and I feel it all
Oh you know my resolve is strong
‘Cause I feel this much all the time
But my walls fall down in my weakness with you
I reserve my weakness for you
‘Cause I feel the sweet sweeter and the hards harder
The falls steeper and I feel it all
The lights brighter and the highs higher
The love go deeper and I feel it all
All
I feel it all
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7. Messy Love
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
You want roses
And sugared things
I’ll give you all that I have
It’s not much I bring
This is love, messy love, all that it can be, see
I’ll try not to disappoint you , by just being me, see
You want your life solved
So it can be pain-free
Wish I could do that for you
But I can’t fix everything
This is love, messy love
Trying to be neat, see
I won’t have all the answers
When you look to me, see
I wanted roses
And lots of sugared things
It’s not what you give me
You give me what I need
This is love, perfect love
Wrapped around me
I see, I see, I see
You won’t leave me alone
You’ll stand right here with me
I see, I see, I see
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8. River, You and Me
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
A violin and cello hum with you, slow and mellow
As I round your rugged shoulder in the park
Charming and strong, sweetly moving along
Miles to go before it turns dark
And I hope you don’t care that I stop and I stare
I probably stay longer than I should
River, you and me, we’re alone
There’s a dense fog up a ways, trees get lost in that haze
Mysterious, you beckon me on
Bells ring, it’s getting late but my dear, how I hate
To leave before we finish our song
And I hope you don’t mind that I lose track of time
You seem to put a spell over me
River, you and me
River, you and me, we’re alone
Enchanting, you drift before me
Hypnotizing, who really cares of the world out there
And I hope you don’t care that I stop and I stare
I probably stay longer than I should
And I hope you don’t mind that I lose track of time
You seem to put a spell over me
River, you and me
River, you and me, we’re alone
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9. O, My Babies
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
A taxi driver buys a string of jasmine for the girl
Tired men standing street side make their funny faces at her
The store clerks stop their work to hold the boy and let her play
And when the heat starts to rise they fan the babies’ sweat away
Sheets on our heads, nets on our beds
Candy and kisses, all right
Silly songs to sing, pretty smiles to bring
O, my babies, good night
It’s a hybrid language that she speaks, part of us and part of them
He talks with twinkle eyes and the dimples that belong to him
She’ll sing the song that’s in her head and make us dance along, as well
Our hearts may never be our own again, as far as we can tell
Sheets on our heads, nets on our beds
Candy and kisses, all right
Silly songs to sing, pretty smiles to bring
O, my babies, good night
We may cry when the night comes
We may sigh before we dream
But when we wake up in the morning
We’ll sing …
Sheets on our heads, nets on our beds
Candy and kisses, all right
Silly songs to sing, pretty smiles to bring
O, my babies, good night
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10. Night Sounds
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
The night sounds erase the day
The tension breaks, fades away
I turn my head from the disarray
And all I can do is stay
The speeds fall as dark comes to view
The distant train’s call rings warm through the dew
I only know this peace around you
And oh, how I need it
In the night sounds
The night sounds
The heavy hours no longer bind me
But somehow in the night is when I finally see
You draw near to pull them from me
And in the night, I can be free
In the night sounds
The night sounds
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11. All Things Big and Small
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
Hush now
Don’t break the silence
Hold these seconds
Near your heart like a locket
All is right
Well and good
All things big and small remain just as they should
Hush now
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Self-titled (2008) |
1. Say My Name
Written by Sara Swenson ©2008 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
Nothing in the universe that surrounds
In the earth that so confounds
Makes such a redeeming sound
As when you say my name
Chorus
Say my name (3x)
It opens up my tired eyes
Opens up the brighter skies
Reveals the soft touch of human ties
When you say my name
Chorus
It turns my tears into gold
It turns my sorrows into hope
It lightens up my load
When you say my name
It turns my tears into gold
It turns my sorrows into hope
Gives me a loving hand to hold
When you say my name
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2. Jimmy Valentine
Written by Sara Swenson ©2008 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
My old friend opens the door and glides like a wonder
‘cross the doormat he’s swept his whole past under
The girls in a swoon, men try to understand
Why the room is always under his command
They say, mister, mister, mister come sit with me
And tell me tales of what it’s like to be
Smooth and cool and loved by all
Jimmy steps out to take a phone call …
Everybody knows him, wants to be around him, wants to be like him
But they don’t know where in life he’s been
They don’t even know his real name
Or what he carries in his briefcase
They don’t want to spoil that pretty face
Prechorus
The master of disguise
Mysterious enigma’s full of lies
Yet every pair of doting eyes
Still follows Jimmy (Valentine)
Chorus
I won’t blow your cover
But don’t it get old
When you get home and shed your armor at the door
And feel the cold, wood floor
Does it bother you? No one knows you
Tell me, now
Lay your game down, Jimmy
Let the old air out tonight
Jimmy Valentine tonight
You are shades of red and black and blue
All mixed in one bright and blindingly dark hue
With your ups and downs and turn-arounds
But your real self is buried ‘neath the ground
Yes, you’re complex, Mr. Valentine
But you are bound by your own clever design
And it’ll all come up at the most inopportune time ….
Jimmy, don’t you see the signs, Jimmy
Everybody knows him, wants to be around him, wants to be like him
But they don’t know where in life he’s been
They don’t even know his real name
Or what he carries in his briefcase
They don’t want to spoil that pretty face
Prechorus
Chorus
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3. 40 Days
Written by Sara Swenson ©2008 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
I listened to you
I did what you told
Tuned out all the naysayers
And I left all I’ve ever known
It sounded crazy
And there are times I still don’t know
If I made it up in my head
When I turned my back on the familiar road
Chorus
Because it’s been
Forty days and forty nights
I’m in a daze
With a little bit of fright
I’ve lost my sight
Of dry land
Please hold my hand
So tight
And I’ll be all right
And now I’m staring out my window
My soul’s rocking with the waves
I remember that you were once loud and clear
Now that’s foggy in the gray
Remind me
Remind me of the plan
I’ll stick it out on your side
But I’ll need you to help me stand
Chorus
Bridge
Blow on by, my fear and fright
Blow on by
And hold my hand,
Hold my hand
Hold my hand so tight
‘Cause you remind me
You remind me of hope
I see colors in the sky
And a bird at my window
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4. Aftermath
Written by Sara Swenson ©2008 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
You feel it as you’re stepping through the old door frame
And the air that you breathe in, it just isn’t the same
Oh, that far wall where their picture was placed
Is now a pile of sticks and wood torn apart in haste
While out in the front by the road
A splash of color in the rubble shows
A little yellow tulip grows (here)
You hold it in your fingers, the quilt all torn apart
It’s like picking up the pieces of your tattered heart
And your books are all scattered, pages flutter in the breeze
And the stories you remember pull you down to your knees
While out in the front by the road
A splash of color in the rubble shows
A little yellow tulip grows (here)
And now you’re sitting in the middle of what was your home
That you couldn’t even fortify with solid stone
And what once covered you in safety is now open sky
And sorrow comes down from your eyes
While out in the front by the road
Color in the rubble shows
A little yellow tulip grows
Chorus
And the sun will rise again
Though the rain and the chaos and the howling wind
The sun will rise again
Through the heartache and the loss with no sighted end
The sun will rise again, my friend
Because the little yellow tulip still grows
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5. In A Field
Written by Sara Swenson ©2008 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
Two hundred miles ago I met you in a field
We danced all night under a star-filled prairie sky
And when I looked up the twinkle in your eye
Told me you loved me
Oh how the grass was wet and it quenched my thirsty soul
And sweetest songs sailed by in the breeze
You said you’d come after me like I’d longed for a while
Told me you loved me
I wanted to stay there forever in that love
So close to Heaven above
So close
Chorus
I need you to love me now
Now that I am home
And away from all the romance when you swept me off my feet
I need you to love me now
Now that that the sky has turned a dullish sort of gray
And the air is still and I’ve found myself once again alone
Would you follow me home?
And love me now
I feel a little bit better from just being held by you
But the truth is life is creeping right back in my mind
My fears and hopes and hurts remind me they didn’t just go away
When you told me you loved me
Now I don’t want to go back to how I was before
I want a piece of that star-filled prairie sky buried deep in my heart for always
I want to hold on to that twinkle in your eye
When you told me you loved me
I wanted to stay there forever in that love
So close to Heaven above
So close
Chorus
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6. Wanderin’
Written by Sara Swenson ©2008 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
You keep knocking on doors
And they tell you no one’s home
But you can hear the sounds of laughter on the other side
And you’re left standing in the rain
With all you’ve got upon your shoulders
And the sky’s a little darker as you leave ‘em behind
Chorus
If you don’t come around today
Do you know that I would care
And if someone said that you’d skipped town
I would wonder where
‘Cause I can see a searching soul
Behind that stare
And in fifteen years if you’re still wanderin’
I will still be there
Once in a while you meet a smile
But you think it’s a lie
Because all you’ve ever heard is “Go away”
You expect the slamming door
‘Cause all the world has shut you out
And it don’t sound right when someone says, “Stay”
Chorus
I get that you won’t ask for help
Though I know how bad you want to
‘Cause when I look up, you spill everything going on
I will always stop and listen
I can’t fix it, though I want to
When it’s just me, you don’t have to be so strong (3x)
Chorus
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7. Yesterday Is Gone
Written by Sara Swenson ©2008 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
Life was laid back like an easy chair
Wasn’t worried about why, I didn’t care
Then it stole from my lungs all my breathing air
And I stopped right there
Chorus
Yesterday is gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
Now I don’t quite know where I belong
But I guess I’ll have to keep movin’ on
‘Cause someone told me
Yesterday is gone
I used to be quite cozy in my own skin
Now I don’t know whose clothes I’m standing in
Can’t discern the direction of the moving wind
And the North Star shut himself in
Prechorus
Looks like I’ll have to try
To boot the unknowns to the sky
Lord, help me fly
Somewhere high … in a new direction
Chorus
They say the new can’t come until the old is gone
Even though I have no idea what’s going on
But when I wake up tomorrow I’ll put my shoes on
And carry on
Prechorus
Chorus
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8. Come Back
Written by Sara Swenson ©2008 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
I heard you were coming
So I slid behind the trunk of a knowing tree, you weren’t what I wanted to see
I wanted to figure out what was truly me
Without you to oversee
Alone, I thought that I would be free
To roam the shores of the whispering sea
It wasn’t all I wanted it to be, it was lonely
In my frail, detached humanity
Chorus:
Come and find me
I’m no longer hiding
Now I am wondering and hoping and dreaming
You’ll come back
To find me
Come back
Do you know what I now see?
In this world of endless difficulty
I see the full effect of my own futility
Unless you’re here and with and part of me
Oh, my plea
That is, if you’ll still listen to me
Would you come back and care for me?
Would you come and watch over me?
Chorus
Bridge:
I will say it now (x2)
Come back
I will say it now (x2)
Come back
Come and find me
Come and find me
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9. My Little Girl
Written by Sara Swenson ©2008 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
Grandpa, how’s life for you today?
And he said, I can’t complain
The food tastes fine and the company’s good,
And I hear we got some rain.
Grandpa, how are you feelin’ today?
And he said, I’m doing okay.
You’ve got to make the best of what you’ve got,
Like they always say.
Prechorus
And all that’s fine
I really don’t mind hearing it all again
But what I really love is that story he’ll tell
And this is how it begins …
Chorus
And he said don’t you know, you’ll always be my little girl
And he said don’t you know, you’ll always be my little girl
When you said, Could a little girl stay with you
Oh they were precious words to me
You’ve always been my friend since then
And that you’ll always be
And I will always love you
And come back anytime, too …
My little girl
Grandpa, what’s in the paper today?
This farm-boy shot his first buck
And some man in Japan caught a thousand-pound fish
He sure had some good luck
Grandpa, what’cha been doing today?
Well I read how fast ants can run.
And the lady on the news says time’s getting greater
Between the rising and the setting sun.
Prechorus
Chorus
(Grandpa tells his story)
Chorus
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Be Not Far (2010)
Written by Sara Swenson ©2010 S. Swenson Songs/ASCAP
Well, I don’t know where I’m going
And I don’t know just where I’ve been
But a little while away has been too long and I’m finding
I need you always, not just now and again
Be not far, cause I need you now
Be not far, I am asking you to stay
Be not far, oh stay close to me
Be not far away
Be not far, far away
You’re always right there waiting
Don’t know why it takes me so long
To figure out that the whirlwinds surrounding are secondary
To your deep, true voice, strong
Be not far, cause I need you now
Be not far, I am asking you to stay
Be not far, oh stay close to me
Be not far away
Be not far, far away
If I keep myself from you any longer
I know I’ll start to break down inside
But your love’s all I need to make me complete
So come on in, now, and turn on the light
Be not far, cause I need you now
Be not far, I am asking you to stay
Be not far, oh stay close to me
Be not far away
Be not far, far away
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